Two weeks? Two weeks?

I swore up and down that it's was only a week or so.Ok are you ready for some updates?

Oh before I do that I promised you an excerpt from "O my rock n roll heaven"

Since then I wrote like 4 songs & a lost  an old school one.

I'm so pissed about that if I find it I might go outside and make out with a squirrel.

Nast!

Excerpts from songs( the first one is o my rock n roll heaven,2 nd is Fallen Gypsy & the 3rd is Perfect Prefect:

"O my (3x) rock n roll heaven, you said you've changed but you're still the same,And I believe everything you say even the lies. Take a hit,sit back and relax"

"Girl with the flowing brown hair.With time to spare and no money to waste.Come,come over here and let me tell you about this place. At night everyone comes out to play..."

"Perfect Prefect left to cough up blood in a hotel.Perfect Prefect has some stories to tell.The slut called danger and the boy cried wolf"

I hate life.This my fucking juinor year in high school and I'm not enrolled in any AP classes.My GC[guidance counselor] is like you can't go into an AP class 2nd cycle without taking it 1st cycle yadda yadda.That italian whore! No offense to my Italian readers.

I live in brooklyn ,I love ya'll.Yeah so that started off the morning raw.I didn't even  get a latte today weird.

My mom wants me to go on the fucking computer that she dosen't even know how to use to help her with some stupid shit all weekend.

Godddd I want to die.

Honestly I've been feeling really weird lately.A little off and distant. I feel like I don't have anyone.

Everyone is so busy and I'm left in the dust.

Sad,i'll stop writing.

[I have an accl.Italian & U.S history test tomo,Wish me luck!!!!,bitch]

Share Bear

xoxo

heyy babe.

First and foremost let me warn you.This post might be a little lenghty.Did you hear Britney Spears' new songs ???!!!..."Gimme More" and "Cold as fire".

I've always been a fan of her music.These tracks are from her new album that's coming out on November 13th.

I can't wait to see her VMA performance Sept.9 (This Sun @ 9 on MTV).If everything goes well this can be her year..her career..her life back!

Update on love life...I was going to meet with an male online pal.He cancelled on me and I was pretty disappointed.Whatever then I tell him I don't when I can meet him again.Keep in mind he bailed on me because he's "busy".He's like and I quote " yeah.nevermind.I don't really want to meet you.sorry.I have someone else.Bye."

Who the fuck does he think he is?Brad Pitt?

He's not even that attractive.What a pussy feen loser!He's hitting up every chick on teenspot.com to find out their location so he can hook up with them.Sadness.

Kiddies never met someone you only know on online.It's stupid,dangerous and dangerous!

Never give them nudes&personal information like numbers,perosnal addresses etc.

Just saying &

on another note..

I've been thinking about how I want the rest of my life to go after september(13th)* my 16th b day*

After high school I want to go to a college/university in nyc.

FUN STUFF now..

For my seventeenth birthday I want to have an intimate& casual party with close friends&family in my backyard.

When I'm 18 I'm going to celebrate my b-day at a nyc hotspot ::legally allowed in clubs by then:

 For my 21st b-day I'm going to have three parties in Vegas.

On college spring breaks I want to go Tijuana,Cancun&California.

Hopefully take some road trips in between.

Anyway Life will come as it may<3

xoxoShare Bear

Thanks guys for the array of comments on the last post. I was so happy. I love to hear people's opinions,debates and agreements are always reviting.

I found a new obession after writing and Lindsay Lohan of course.Rilo Kiley is an amazing indie rock band. The new album "Under the blacklight" is out now,go pick that up.

Their music is my persona in song.Updates on me... I'm starting my junior year in high school next tuesday. This is a big fucking deal. SAT'S,Regents,Classes Overload plus I have to boost my 80 Gpa. This year pratically spells stress,techinally it defines my future.

Honestly I think I'm semi?-ready.This summer I almost died of boredom and heat exhaustion.School keeps you busy and in tune. I have alot of teacher ass to kiss but hey.

Entry into NYU needs tons of work. I'm joining the school newspaper :)and I got to remember to check out the updated club list and join some of that crap.

Somewhere in between this I'm supposed to pencil in community service& a social life.

Good luck ,Good luck to me.

xoxo-Share bear